...which is crazy because I usually never take online surveys!
But for some reason I took this one...and for a person who has struggled with being heavy my whole life...this changed everything.
Let me backup a few steps…
In my mid 40s now, and throughout my life I’ve just accepted my place as “okay looking”. I could get by with my personality…
...even though when I looked in the mirror every night, I felt a little shame. I even tried to avoid ever seeing myself naked or in my underwear. It was almost like I was hiding from my own body.
See, it wasn’t just the way I looked...it was the fact that I blamed myself.
I thought it was my fault that I couldn’t shed the extra pounds around my hips, thighs, and belly.
I knew it wasn’t genetics because my parents and siblings are all naturally lean...which meant I felt cheated for being heavy.
On top of the shame I already felt...I would mentally beat myself up for being “too lazy” to work out or “not disciplined enough” to dine right.
Even though every single slimming and workout plan FAILED to give me the results I wanted!