I told myself, "It's not ME who's failing; it's THEM who're failing ME."
I gradually began to dislike those around me, despite my best efforts to be cheerful and polite to everyone.
A part of me wanted them to fail, but the skinnier, healthier and happier they got.
All the "health and fitness influencers" displaying their beautiful bodies and marketing their programs irritated me the most.
I realized that being angry wasn't good for me, so I'd go on the Internet to pass the time, which is how I came across that video.